Not to sound depressing

Hi there,

I thought i should let people know who read my blog or shall read my blog in the future all about my bad hip. I really do not want this to sound like a depressing post nor a post to gain sympathy.

I have been struggling with my day to day life for just over a year now, and after many tests and many doctors just dismissing me they have finally come out with a conclusion. I've had MRI tests and had several injections and blood tests over the course of the year. I always try to stay positive but eventually after struggling with it for so long, and sometimes not even being able to walk. It starts to become very draining and everything becomes very depressing. It also doesn't help that waiting for operations it's quite a long waiting process.

I always keep my positive spin on it because even with all the pain that i have been going through I've had a lot of time to think about what i really want to do with my life, and i even started my own little craft business. Some days though i just wake up and think this is going to be a really hard day, others i think life isn't so bad. When i go to bed at night i always wonder what the next day is going to hold.

I really did not intend for this post to be sad, i wrote it more for myself. No one ever deserves to be ill and no one ever deserves to have ill family or friends. Illness is a tough thing for everyone just not the person who is ill.

I am so thankful for all of my family and friends who have been helping me through this rough spell.

And now after writing my post, i can breathe a little :)

Thank you

Katy