Hi everyone,
Sadly this post may come across as very emotional but i feel i really have to get it off of my chest. So please bear with me.
My partner James and I have been together for just a little under a year and we have been living together for pretty much the same amount of time. We just clicked as soon as we met and have been best friends ever since. James was up here in Aberdeen to go to University previously he had lived in England near Cambridge with his family. The time has come for James to go home and we have decided not to split up. James and I both agree that we are going to grow old together, be the mother and father of each others children. James is certain when he moves we will stay together but i have a feeling the 490 miles thinks otherwise.
I am stuck in a bit of a rut, i have applied for Edinburgh college to do a full Fashion and textiles course which is a move itself for me seeing as i live in Aberdeen.
A part of me is really secretly hoping i do not get into college so that i can go to England and get James and I a house. I am really worried that we are going to lose something so special. But instead of showing my emotions i have encouraged him to go home and apply for this dream job he wants. I don't want to hold him back from this opportunity so i am not letting on how much this is hurting me, but at the same time i really have to not make him think that i don't care because i really do.
I'm stuck in a bit of a catch 22, this is very hard. I've never been in this position before and i knew this day would come, but i just didn't realise that it would come so soon.
This is all that has been going through my mind and i thought that i would blog about to see if it would help any, i guess it sort of has but the percentage is very low. He leaves in 17 days and i can just see the sand dropping through the timer very rapidly. I'm just very unsure of what to do. Is anyone who reads this in a long distance relationship and do you have any advice?
Love Katy
Aw sweetheart, could you not go to college in England? Or maybe take night classes and get a job fashion/craft related?
ReplyDeleteSkype, cheap train tickets and lots of phone calls will see you through it :) xXx
Hi there, thank you very much for reading :)
ReplyDeleteWhere my partner is moving to there isn't really a college for fashion near it, i am willing to put my education to the side to move down with him. But i know no one down there and i'm scared i go there and it doesn't work out and then i've not went to college.