Day One

Hi there,

James and I a few months ago

Anyone that reads my blog will know that a lot has and is changing in my life right now. At 9.47am this morning James got onto a train and went to England. This was all planned he did not run away, and i am moving down to him in three months time.

Today has been a really hard day for me, it's not a matter of being strong and being really emotional at the same time. When i looked at James today when he was leaving i kept thinking to myself, what if this is the last time i ever see him? What if we never cross paths again?

These in a way are silly questions because of course i will see James again i am moving down to England in three months. But anything can happen! It is the fear of the unknown and it scares the living daylights out of me because i have no way of ever knowing what the future holds, no way at all.

Anyways i do not want this to become a depressing blog with everyone look at me look at me. Let's turn it around on a more positive note.

Yesterday i applied for a new job and it is a job i would imagine i would be totally in love with. To be honest just after applying for it i have fallen totally in love with it.

This is just a short post but i will be blogging again later on in the evening.

Love Katy

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